I hate the fact that I have all these feelings

I hate the fact that I have no idea what to do with them

I hate the fact that you left me so fast

I hate the facts that I let you come back into my life like nothing ever happened

I hate the fact you still flirted knowing there was no feelings

I hate the fact you care when I’m with someone new because you know I have nothing with you

I hate the ...

If I had nine lives I would spend the first one drowning

Feel the water seep into my lungs

Stealing my oxygen and stripping my breath

Maybe after I become unconscious

I’d find peace and I would no longer fear the ocean

I could spend the rest of my eight lives by the water

Living with no fears

for my next two I would spend each one with my parents

Living there shadows learn their deepest se...

You liked the colour red so I carved your name into my wrists

Watching the blood drip to the floor

You liked fruit so I spread my thighs

Giving you the forbidden one

And let you scrape out my insides

Letting you consume every last drop

You liked devotion so I worshipped at the alter of your existence

Sacrificing my hopes and my dreams

Each prayer a whispered promise to be everything that yo...

The break up hit me so fucking hard

I felt like rocks

Crushing

And crushing

Into my chest you said

We hand nothing in common

Like you wasn’t the one who asked me

I was just a trapped girl willing to give you a chance

I’m sorry I wasn’t enough

I’m sorry that when I didn’t want to tell you my feelings you told me to fuck off

I’m sorry that my mate was talking to me as he knew my situation

y...

I love your smile,

Your eyes,

Your laugh,

Everything about you I’m lost in your path.

I can’t help but steal a glance or two,

When you’re not looking, I’m drawn to you.

You’re sweet,

So kind,

A heart si true,

No one compares,

It’s always been you.

Just you and me,

No one else in sight,

My live for you feels endless,

right....

I write not in anger,

But with hands that have held too much silence.

My heart, a home turned hollow,

Echoes of love now sorrowed by distance.

You found your peace in pushing me away,

And I…. I kept reaching through the ache.

But now I let go.

Not in bitterness, but in mercy for my own sake .

If love feels like debt in your eyes,

Then take back the tokens,

The gifts, the memories,

Each one re...

I don’t like my sister

She isn’t very nice

She’s a bully

She teases me

She’s rude

She’s selfish

And she’s never cared for me she’s always the one to make me feel at my lowest

She makes it all about her

And I feel as tho I should let her we’re twins but she’s better

She’s got more friends

She’s prettier

She’s just the dream kid but not the dream sister...

My girlhood began the first day I was told to sit with my legs crossed

Because it wasn’t very ladylike to sit with them open

But the boys.

Sprawled across the floor and covered in mud

Would always go unspoken

And the first time that I knew my girlhood meant weakness

Was when teachers needed help moving tables across a classroom

And asked if there were any strong boys to help

And dear not loo...

Home.

Home is were your ment to feel safe

Home is were your not ment to feel judged

Some people’s home is with friends

And others is with there family

I don’t have a home

I’m always pushed away

I’m always the one nobody want’s to stay

I have no were to go with thoughts going round

No one to tell so I just stress out...

I spent my whole life thinking love was something you had to earn,

Something you had to fight to get

And suffer to keep

Something that made you give up pieces of yourself for another human being.

But then you showed up and you reminded that love is easy

You showed me that it can walk into your life

On a Tuesday afternoon

And say "you I pick you"

Not because of who you are

Or what you do

But...