The soft, gentle midnight breeze

reminds me that you’re far away from me -

uncaring, unscathed, totally free.

It makes me wish I could take that same approach. How long for indifference and no reproach. But I bleed red into my art -

it stops me from falling apart.

like a vase sat on the highest shelf.

All I need is a slight push to destroy myself.

To shatter it to heal.

To love is to feel.

Lif...

You didn’t just do me dirty once but you did me dirty twice

You made me feel every feeling I possibly could not once but twice

You made me think I wasn’t enough not once but twice

You made everything about you not once but twice

I let you back into my life for you to just hurt me again not one but twice

But why?

Why did I do these thing TWICE well I loved you

It just shows what love can do t...

Each day

Each hour

Each second

Was spent with you

Will never be connected wasted

Because all the time I have

Is dedicated to you

And you only

My beloved

And my own true love....

It was 7:30

In need to start walking

My friends had left me for their girlfriends

Maybe if I just hit on the first girl I saw

"Hey y/n” I said

She seemed to perk up and gets really excited

You: “what’s up”

I told her she looked pretty

She said thanks and continued walking to school with her friends

But then when she thought I couldn’t see her…

She was jumping up and down in joy…

Did she actu...

The day you were white and walk to a man in a suit

Waiting for you at the end of an aisle

Will be the best and worst day of my life

I’ll wear some horribly distasteful shade of pastel

One that we would have laughed at someone in Amy other day

And waterproof mascara so my tears don’t run down my face

And you’ll smile at me softly

Trying to stop them from coming at all

I’ll hand over the rin...

Some people know me,

They tell me I’m too quiet.

They say I need to speak louder,

Or include my self more.

Other people know me,

They tell me I’m too loud.

They say I need a speak quieter,

And I should be seen and not heard.

No matter what I do ,

people have so much to say.

But my question is,

Why do they care so much....

I remember the day you left

it was over a text

and I remember

the only word I said back was

oh

because I couldn’t think of anything else

because I never thought this would ever happen because I didnt wake up that day

thinking that

my only source of happiness

was gonna be taken away from me

I asked you

If we could talk on the phone

and you said sure

so I called you

and you picked it ...

If only you knew

How much I still care

The part of me that loves you

Will always be there.

Even when you say it’s not there

I know you still feel

my sweet girl inside of you

That knows what we had was real

The part that would try again

The one who said she would always care

I haven’t forgotten her

I know she’s still there somewhere

I’m sorry I left you

When your world was falling do...

The devil couldn’t reach me,

So he cursed me instead.

He placed in my chest a heart

That beats to loud,

And never learns.

It cares for hands that push it away,

It aches for voices that never call back,

It bleeds for strangers who don’t even glance my way.

The devil couldn’t reach me,

But he didn’t need to.

He knew a heart like this would tear it’s self apart

And call it love ....

Two minutes…

In two minutes, your life can change

Anything can happen in two minutes…

Two minutes that’s how long I brush my teeth,

Two minutes felt like nothing, it’s in my routine

Two minutes to brush my teeth.

Two minutes, that’s how long it takes me to go down stairs and to take my pills, so daily life functions can be fulfilled.

Two minutes, it took me to take my pills

Two minutes that’...