If only you knew

How much I still care

The part of me that loves you

Will always be there.

Even when you say it’s not there

I know you still feel

my sweet girl inside of you

That knows what we had was real

The part that would try again

The one who said she would always care

I haven’t forgotten her

I know she’s still there somewhere

I’m sorry I left you

When your world was falling down

I couldn’t teach you to swim

And now I’m the one who’s drowns

I know that you are lonely

And I yearn so badly to fix it

But there’s nothing I can do

I can only sit and watch from a distance

I pray one day you’ll let me back in

To the life you’ve built since we began

Not to rewrite the past or undo the pain

But to live with you the life we once planned