A rainy and miserable day.

Everything is gloomy and gray.

Raindrops fall on the rooftops,

reminding me of tears from heaven. Sometimes it’s more of a steady

pattern like a heartbeat or drumbeat.

Then when it gets really bad, it sounds like horse hooves stomping the ground in anticipation of the thunderstorms coming.

My frequent visitor is the female grosbeak.

_She’s a...

Tiny illuminated homes

light up all over the sky

and lake. It’s absolutely

breathtaking how they shine

and reflect the stars and moon

throughout the water at night.

It’s a whole

community of homes

to fairies, their families,

friends, and pets. Flowers

plants, gardens and animals

are everywhere, making this

quaint little village even

more special and unique....

Clouds cover the skies.

Rain pulls at your eyes.

But nothing hurts as much

as Iittle words turned lies.

Every word you speak is a lie.

Broken promises have all run dry.

I said absolutely no falsehoods. Yet here we are again deep in

another one of your caustic lies._

_It’s obviously too late for us._

_Once the sky turns black,_

_there’s no going back

.

_

_The clouds ha...

She’s trying to block all the voices inside her head. She shuts this one last voice out, only to have three more come into her head. Finally, she’s ready for bed and everyone’s settled down for now when they all start talking and misbehaving again. Oh my dear lord, the pain in my head! It may never end....

Birds

chirping

outside my

windows brings a

big smile to my face.

What a beautiful start

to the day with their big eyes

and bright beautiful feathers. A

tiny hummingbird sipping nectar

from a honeysuckle is amazing....

The saddest, emptiest ,

hollow hearts

they love to tear

and rip apart.

Their damaged hearts

have now turned black,

from all the abuse, neglect,

and abandonment.

They trust no one,

not even themselves.

Safety is a thing of the past.

Home is as far as they’ll ever go.

Yet in this madness,

they’ll run and run

until they collapse or

fade into the black.

_Bec...

I get down on my knees to pray to the Lord again. I ask for his forgiveness for all my sins. I'm starting to cry again as I think:

_Take the blood right out of my veins, Take the tears right out of my pain, Take the devil out of the snake. Rip the evil out of God's perfect garden that will one day reign again. It will be just as it always should have been, before they disobeyed that beautiful...

** **The figure in the red hooded cape ran into the garden of red poppies, looking for safety. The bright reds drew her in, almost calling her by name. This girl needs to escape her world of black, white and grey, if only for a day. Maybe she’ll even stay, to soak up the bright yellow sun rays and get her bad thoughts to finally go away.

_The little girl was constantly running and running so ...

Beneath the Surface, their masks quickly come off, and their smiles fade as the lies, horror, and insanity resume instantly.

Beneath the Surface, it's dark, cold, lonely, hopeless, and dirty. There’s never a feeling of home here. Beneath the Surface, it's either total chaos or insane misery that drags on endlessly until the cycle repeats day after day._

_Beneath the Surface, they put ...

Breaking down constantly

Really trying over and

Over, and finally deciding to

Kill

the MONSTER

Eating us up inside.

Next, give it to God-

and watch him change

our lives for the better

forever.

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