Scared of the attachment if I utter the 3 words I infect you It’s like throny vines caged around your heart Double edged sword inetvably tearing us apart I keep my distance Fantasize your love then quickly dismiss it Question if it’s lust then deflect your attention If I say I love you then we have that build that connection And that’s my biggest obstacle and obsession I love you but it’s ...

Walking through the field of death Its in the air, one sniff you might lose your breath Lost reasons to care, so I’m strolling through with unguided steps A sea of red reflects through my iris Cloudy sky’s reflects where my mind is Follow my lists of choices to untangle the web That led to this mess Did a lot more wrong than I can regret But yet I still tried to progress In the end nothin...

They say forgiveness is a virtue, but I’d rather keep my anger The lessons that come with playing nice I’m no stranger You learn really quick in life not to accept favors Most people got they own agenda and don’t care to put you in danger Some trauma I can’t talk bout Just thank my savior we made it out that house Lord knows it took a different type of patience to keep from crashin out
Prom...

The stars smiled upon us as if they knew we’d soon join them

Air still Vibez tense Stress immense Cold sweats Heavy breaths Start to wonder is this death Tightening around the chest Voice can’t project feels like a noose tightened around my neck Start to question then reflect Feelings of emptiness take effect Nothing to do but accept Stare at the stars realize I’m next Another lost ...

If your hand could reach inside my heart what would you do with it?

Heal it or add more scars and bruises

Help put it back together or tear it into even more pieces

Would you fix or destroy Be my angel or demon

The questions rhetorical I gave you my heart and I haven’t seen it since

Guess it wasn’t a lie and more of a warning when you choose to love a part of you goes extinct...

Hope is the bridge between despair and joy

Ima product of that statement

Tough times firm you up like the concrete that formed the pavement

Meaning they’re necessary

It’s more so the journey the destination starts becoming secondary

Without mistakes there’s no lessons.

Ignorance is bliss until you pass adolescence

Knowledge is the key to succeed

Learning and exploring your self w...

To self destruct or to grow Conflicted Lost Stuck I don’t even know no more

Eyes Self esteem
Feelings All low been high for months Been numb for months Maybe why I’m in a slump But without the drugs I don’t feel much I mean shit just last year I was on deaths door By my own hands only survived by luck

Ungrateful or grateful shit you take a guess Sober again already tryna escape ...

Its dark in here I’m sinking yet i feel no fear I’m burning i can feel my rage is near Vision blurred by crystal clear tears Flooding my face each one hurts As they attempt they’re escape I’m tired I’m running off of nothing Chaos is corrupting my mind I’m numb beyond understanding More drugs falling under my consumption But why? to feel or not to feel? I’m not computing the question Re...

You’re really my heart I pray to god it don’t get torn apart I call you my everything Cuz I’m obsessed You know you’re my remedy When I’m upset I got bad codependency And I know it’s unhealthy And baby I’m sorry it’s true Without your attention or presence I start feeling blue You’re always on my mind that’s why I’m stuck writing rhymes all bout you

I’m scared to get attached but wh...

The birds crow a weeping melody, trees clean of leaves I know it might feel hard to I don’t know but just breathe in real slow Exhale out the pain as the wind blows lèche-vitrine I’ll always be watching you as though I’m shopping from the window And I know I’m wrong But I hope that’ll ease the actions I’ve done I know I’m gone and I’m the reason for your tears mom I wish I showed you I love...