From the moment we met you took my breath away.

But the timing wasn’t right so I seaked to be your friend.

I was with your brothers best friend

And you had just gotten out of a relationship

And I didn’t know I could be speechless like this.

Everytime we talk I get butterflies in my tummy, I don’t want to say anything that will ruin our friendship

I haven’t really found a lot of courage to te...

Dear Diary

Today has been hard, I laid in bed and I didn’t do anything. It was hard to even go to the bathroom. I held it in until I couldn’t any longer. I barely ate because I couldn’t bring myself to go get anything. It was hard to even grab my notebook. I feel so done with everything, it’s too hard. I don’t want to do anything anymore. I just want to lay in bed and maybe I’ll watch Tik tok t...

You broke my heart into a million little pieces

And I blamed you for all that was wrong in the world.

You told me I was stronger than anyone you know

That people can’t withstand a break like that.

Maybe it was your ego talking,

Or maybe you actually believed it.

But you were right

I am strong

I’ve had far more go wrong in my life

That makes your little show a joke.

And I fight my demons, I...

I’d start my day waking up to the sun shining brightly in my room. I’d stay in bed for about an hour, probably watching Tik tok. Finally I’d go to the bathroom and get ready. I’d turn on some empowering music. Id dance in the mirror, and wash away all my insecurities. I’d brush my hair and brush my teeth. Maybe even straighten my hair. I’d put some light makeup on, and I would think I looked prett...