I miss you

Even when we’re talking

I ache with longing

I hurt when you’re not around

It all feels like a bad dream

When you’re gone

I need you like I need oxygen

I’m obsessed with everything about you

They tell you it’ll fade away

But it won’t

I’ll never love another

I’ll never look at them the way I look at you

Even if you grow tired of me

I’ll still be here

Like a shadow

You can’t get rid...

This isn’t what I wanted

She said as she starts to pull away from you

It’s all your fault, it usually is

Your too clingy they say that’s what it is

Your therapist says that your too much for people

Like a strong cup of coffee or a bitter wild strawberry

She says I cut because I want attention

That I only have friends for my own satisfaction

She says my parents didn’t love me properly and tha...

It was by chance we met

Or maybe I got on Gods good side for once

If he exists he’ll be regretting we ever met

Because when I looked into your eyes

I see my future go up in flames

Thanks for everything J...

Leave me on read again

It’s 1am

I’m loosing my mind

You can’t just not text me

It drives me literally crazy

But it’s fine

Just don’t reply

See if I mind

I mind

Now it’s 2 o clock

Waiting for a response

I check my phone and still there’s nothing

But it’s fine

Just don’t reply

Don’t you understand what this does to me?

Don’t you understand that you being busy

Drives me crazy

I’m sure it’s just...

I dont love you anymore

I feel sick thinking about you

You were kalopsia to me

I would have been anything for you

But now you only make me suffer

You were indelible

-I hate you E...

The search had been going on for three days now. The search for Polly Gridwick. Last seen in the park by a couple of drunken teenagers. I was apart of that search. I didn’t personally know Polly, but she was a 13 year old girl and many things could have happened to her. Crunching the leaves beneath my feet I walked aimlessly calling out her name.

“Polly!” I heard another person over the rid...

Fantasy is fantasy

But a fantasy of mine

Seems to always turn awry

Veins turn to ice

The chill air is nice

The snow is like a blanket

Let me tell you a secret

I won’t make it out alive

Chemical spill from inside me

Nothing but trees to see

There’s something crawling right out of me

It’s called The Will To Live

Sparkling all in its glory

Snow covering miles of ground

This is the last sound

Bl...

If you told me to sit, I’d obey you like a dog

You could tear me apart, and I’d still love you

You know everything about me and you still stay

I’d do anything for you, pay any price to pay

Your the definition of perfection

Every word is my devotion

I don’t think I could breathe without you

My limerence for you is undying

I hold you in the highest regard

You’re everything to me

So I hold your...

I feel like lately

My poems have been

Nothing

Maybe because lately

I’ve been so much better

I felt real happiness

My depression has lifted a little

And my muse has gone away

Perhaps now I must write about

My mixed emotions

For I don’t always feel this great

And I don’t always feel this terrible

I have a new muse

But some how it’s different

Or is it?

I can’t tell

I miss creating masterpiec...

The day I’ve been waiting for

Has finally arived

I’ve gotten rid of your shadow

And your hold on my mind

I’m free to be myself

Without you in mind

I have a new friendship

One that this time won’t end

You don’t haunt me

I’ve been happy these past few days

I’ve been sleeping well

Without your dreams plaguing my brain

I have new memories to hold on to

A new life to begin

A new story

I get to start o...