I see it again trigger warning my anxiety swarming .

Distressing content maybe i could finally vent !

But what good will that do without any glue .

Not even a comment can tie away the lie that i so desperately want to die .

So many people relate to living in an unstable fate that they believe it to late to feel okay .

I wish i could make you stay to share all the wonder of life for you to make it past another day .

But you woudnt believe how I willing to let myself bleed so my heart doesn’t grieve .

How im so brave that i dream to finally rest in a grave of a soul I could never save .

So I can never tell you to forget the pain or tell you your Insaine .

I payed that debt too the price of people opinions made me feel alone , the way there words became speakers in my home .

You’ll never learn this reality until your shown how despair claims it throne , but until then it will stay unknown .