Just a normal walk.

I only wanted a normal walk.

How did I end up here?

The 7 year old girl didnt know she would be holding a blade to her wrist in a year.

The 7 year old girl it was her birthday.

She spent it alone.

Listening to "seven years old"- Lucas Graham

Feeling like the coolest kid

But then wondering why no one was there.

Who left a kid alone.

The alone kid.

Walks through it

Some time later she gets a best friend online who ends up leaving a year and a half later

It was so slow it lasted 5 monthes of small chatter and waiting for her to be online like she used to be. Then she just cut me off one day because her boyfriend made her. For no reason. Oh well. Keep walking

The same kid only so many years later.

Is jealous of her bestfriend of the attention shes getting, and how pretty that girl she considers hers. but has to stay proud because what else is there to do.

Stupid me.

I kept walking!

Almost gets a concussion from a fucking roller coaster. Overdramatic!

I cried over a small inconvenience.

When your own best friend says I love you, you can't say it back because your to rejecting of

her love . Or any love in general.

Her voice saying keep the blade away.

While the others want it closer.

I cant stand blood.

Makes me want to puke.

Yet i see it on my wrists as they move in pain.

Every day is a walk.

Not exactly a walk in the park or anything but.

Its like getting car keys out of the Crack of a sewer.

But ill keep walking.

Avoiding what was left.

Avoiding conflict.

And feeling the breeze as I walk.

Somedays I walk alone. Others, they follow.

But it's always.

A walk.

A walk...

Here to there.

Walk..

The walk of life..