What did I do?

When I sat in the passenger seat

W/ you screaming at me

High pitched noises from a wide open mouth, eyes fierce & angry

What did I do?

You say I did something wrong

But I feel no shame

No sorrow

Only misery

What did I do?

My ears hurt

The ringing won’t go away

“Children should be seen & not heard”

But you’re also all for me speaking my truth

Just not to you.

What did I do?

You say I complain too much

Do you not realize

You’re complaining abt me complaining?

Hypocrite

What did I do?

I don’t think I did anything wrong

Am I not allowed to talk on my own house?

First amendment: right to free speech!

I don’t care if you’re my fvcking mother or not

What did I do?

You don’t love me

I’m sure you did at some point

But you don’t now.

What did I do?

When I was home alone one day

Wishing I could just-

Disappear.

But unwilling to actually disappear

Too much pain

Too much fear

What did I do?

When you asked how I was?

Oh wait

You didn’t.

You haven’t.

Not in several years.

What did I do?

Tell me what I did wrong

Tell me what I didn’t do

So I can see why you must punish me so

Maybe you just like to see me in pain

Hold me by the ears

Drag me by the arm

Shove a bar of soap in my mouth

Pin me down & spank me

Slap me on the go

I was 5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

My ENTIRE. FVCKING. LIFE.

WHAT AM I TO YOU??!!!!!!!

what did i do wrong.