(Not really descriptive sry. Hope you have a great day!)

“I’m sorry, but you’re acting like a bitch. I’m leaving and don’t wait for me to get back, I’m going to be out late,” they scoffed.

“I’m sorr-,” the door slammed shut,”-y! Oh…”

Shit, they left me! Fuck I was acting like a bitch.

I’m sorry, please come back.

…Wait, I’m alone here, I have to deal with my own thoughts all alone, shit. They left and they were mad at me. What if they don’t come back? What if I just ruined it all? Fuck, this is all my fault, I should’ve shut up. Fuck, fuck, fuck!!!

They should just leave me, I’m always so annoying! I’m always a problem! Why can’t I just shut up?

Wrist, wrist, wrist.

Shut up brain! I made a damn promise to keep.

Honestly, I should’ve know they’d leave. I’m me, a useless nuisance.

Fuck me, I’m all alone again.

Fuck, fuck, fuck, I’m panicking.

This is all my fault. I’m sorry.

I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m sorry. I’m so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so sorry.

Fuck, they left.

What is wrong with me? Why am I so annoying? Why do I crave attention like it’s a drug? Why???

The absence kills me. I’m all alone.