i am sorry

for every

butterfly i

felt

because i

am betraying

you as i

feel them

because i am

your best

friend not

girlfriend

because he is

your

boyfriend and

lover

so i’m sorry

for the butterflies

and the

love i feel for you

and i know

you don’t know

about anything

of this

but maybe one

day you’ll return

these fragile

feelings

but you probably

won’t so i’ll

say sorry one

more time

and then

just leave

you

alone