I’m tired,

I really am.

I just want to rest,

But I can’t betray

My promise,

I can’t betray _her_.

I know life’s tough,

But so am I.

I have been

Getting better,

So why do I have to

Write

This?

Why do I have to

Remind myself of a promise?

Why do I want

To buy a necklace

To remind me I have

People who care?

How does a safety pin

Help me comprehend

_That_ promise?

Why can’t I be normal?

I’m trying,

I swear.

I know I wouldn’t,

So why do I wish I did?

I have given life

So many attempts

And I’ll give it so many more,

But I just need to say

I’m tired of this,

I really am.

*Edit: Forgot to put my yappy part where I ramble. I am fine, just a little down lately. Hope you have a great day!*