I have to tell you now

Even though i don’t know if i’m ready

No time like the present i guess

heh

People always say that now is a gift And you always looked at it that way

Live in the moment or you haven’t lived at all

Carpe diem you always said

I always told you to be careful Or that would end up on your grave I was joking of course Ironic

Apparently i’ve never lived Always second guessing

Looking Forward Looking back

Let me rephrase

I never lived Unless you were around

And now your below me And there’s only a past for you No future

So i guess this is my confession And my apology

I should have told you when you were here Making things better

I guess this is my i love you And my wish for something better

So

I love you

Past. future. and Present

Even if you can’t love me back anymore.