I feel so out of reach with myself when I heard the things I didn’t wanna hear it made me sit in my bed thinking why did this have to happen crying and weeping in the counter shrenking into the ground…. Crying get the text message not even a call a text message saying my brothers gone… gone from this world in in a diffrent one it feels like a dream that I can’t wake up from… silience hit me e...

I was a child once that threw tantrums not because I was. Spoiled but because I needed to be heard Not even a sound came from my mouth the weight of all I was carrying was being. Tooken for a joke I lash out. Not to get my way but to have a voice that I could call my own

Being a lost child in the middle being looked at with no care no empathy it gets my angry because I am the one who is supp...

When I lay myself to sleep don’t cry for me

Tell me to wake up and smile and use the 6 senses that the universe granted me as I lay down to sleep I will awaken with a clear reality my soul is not lost or should I say souls because I had so many in the past

When I lay myself down to sleep I will come to u

With a big hug and tell u how much I missed your smiling face painted with mother natur...

The days grew shorter as the sun set

But not my dayz in what universe are u apart of?

Because my universe laughs when your weak or when you just got good news about a job or you get bad news about the person u know just departed this feelin is much more then anyone knows somedayz I cry out like a baby coyote lookin for her mama but still no answers why is that?

I guess the universe has me ...

I fell when I couldn’t speak a sound

This isnt fair I can’t feel how I feel can’t express how I want to in this world that they claim is free getting banned by the man because I express my most truest desires

Might as well lock me up for being me then because I won’t give in to conformity by the man I am kept at the most high yet I still keep fallin because they don’t give a damn how we feel ...

I have the blues I can’t explain it I can’t push it away or try to blast it out anymore with music in my stereo I can’t stand it sitting here helpless no direction but then I began to ask myself is this the correct path or is it all just a big scam my life has been covered up like a dead body all they found was the remains of my mind scattered with thoughts and loss of will I had to remind myself ...

I Never had u everytime I think I did I didn’t

The time I put into you wasn’t worth it the lips that where placed apond me could have been a life or even a family If you just put into me and give me what I wanted

I am not a spoiled brat by any means all I wanted is what I deserve to be a woman painting my nails in a tub full of roses and wine or even sparking water by my side being told...

Show me the way To a home were I felt safe Show me the way To a place that didn’t cause me nightmares show me I’ll wait…………………………… show me love like a parent should don’t leave me when times get rough because u feel like it my childhood was nothing but a picnic outside on a summer day my life was put on front street for the whole world to see u making me feel like not showing up for me...

I sang that song I know rock me to sleep as u used too loved that you were my best friend now all I hear when I listen to music is static. Static from the missing notes that Aran’t sung playfully I wait around for your call just to find a empty voicemail no more trips to grandmas house that’s when my world came to an end………………………. Why didn’t u take me with you I feel so f...

Sick and tired 🥱 of the mess u caused me Tired of the way I u smile at me with such reassurance tired of the way u talk adout me when I am not around people at these corporate jobs are so sickening how they waste your time and waste your prime age I know we gotta make some cash to live but damn was is it all worth it worth sacrificing your 20s and 30s and beyond I ...