Tell me to wake up and smile and use the 6 senses that the universe granted me as I lay down to sleep I will awaken with a clear reality my soul is not lost or should I say souls because I had so many in the past
When I lay myself down to sleep I will come to u
With a big hug and tell u how much I missed your smiling face painted with mother natur...
Because my universe laughs when your weak or when you just got good news about a job or you get bad news about the person u know just departed this feelin is much more then anyone knows somedayz I cry out like a baby coyote lookin for her mama but still no answers why is that?
This isnt fair I can’t feel how I feel can’t express how I want to in this world that they claim is free getting banned by the man because I express my most truest desires
Might as well lock me up for being me then because I won’t give in to conformity by the man I am kept at the most high yet I still keep fallin because they don’t give a damn how we feel ...
I have the blues I can’t explain it I can’t push it away or try to blast it out anymore with music in my stereo I can’t stand it sitting here helpless no direction but then I began to ask myself is this the correct path or is it all just a big scam my life has been covered up like a dead body all they found was the remains of my mind scattered with thoughts and loss of will I had to remind myself ...
The time I put into you wasn’t worth it the lips that where placed apond me could have been a life or even a family If you just put into me and give me what I wanted
I am not a spoiled brat by any means all I wanted is what I deserve to be a woman painting my nails in a tub full of roses and wine or even sparking water by my side being told...
Show me the way To a home were I felt safe Show me the way To a place that didn’t cause me nightmares show me I’ll wait…………………………… show me love like a parent should don’t leave me when times get rough because u feel like it my childhood was nothing but a picnic outside on a summer day my life was put on front street for the whole world to see u making me feel like not showing up for me...
I sang that song I know rock me to sleep as u used too loved that you were my best friend now all I hear when I listen to music is static. Static from the missing notes that Aran’t sung playfully I wait around for your call just to find a empty voicemail no more trips to grandmas house that’s when my world came to an end………………………. Why didn’t u take me with you I feel so f...
Sick and tired 🥱 of the mess u caused me Tired of the way I u smile at me with such reassurance tired of the way u talk adout me when I am not around people at these corporate jobs are so sickening how they waste your time and waste your prime age I know we gotta make some cash to live but damn was is it all worth it worth sacrificing your 20s and 30s and beyond I ...
As I looked through the dimensional portal of self I see a girl that is full of pain buried deep in her emotions buried by what people tell her and not only that she is confused as a wondering soul trying to get back to reality but she forces her self to be okay but that is far from the truth. **_ She puts dirt over the thoughts she feels hoping that her plant would ...
I am Walking on a misty path don’t no were I am headed all I know is if I go right I would make it to the others side as I walked this path and all I could see was this tall frail looking man in the distance. All I could think was who was this man and what did he want? As I got closer to him I realized this was the man from my dreams that I had been dreaming adout the day before he had show...
