The days grew shorter as the sun set

But not my dayz in what universe are u apart of?

Because my universe laughs when your weak or when you just got good news about a job or you get bad news about the person u know just departed this feelin is much more then anyone knows somedayz I cry out like a baby coyote lookin for her mama but still no answers why is that?

I guess the universe has me on do not disturb because every message I sent doesn’t get read it hurts my heart to see that my messages aren’t received so damaged by your deciving ass lies I thought I would be clear from the universes harsh punishments but as life goes on it gets harder and hearder it’s like me being stuck in thick fog no oxygen to breath get me out of this force because i can’t breath fighting these battles of hurt shame and guilty it’s flooding my mind with agony …

I looked back in the mirror at this person I don’t even recognize anymore grieving the parts of myself that I won’t be able to get back thoes parts of me is gone that’s when I had the realization that this girl is coming into a new universe where her time will be a different one

And that’s when life for me started to become real