_(Bark. Sry for not posting lately. I LOVE CONAN GRAY’S NEW ALBUM AHHH!!!!! Hope you have a great day.)_

I don’t deserve

You.

I don’t

Deserve.

It’s fucked,

I know,

But I can’t help but think;

I don’t deserve

Love nor care.

Please,

Don’t care about

Me.

I love you

And

You deserve love,

But

I don’t deserve love,

I don’t deserve you.

Don’t care about me,

Please!

I’m begging!

Please, don’t love me…

I don’t know why you

Love me.

You shouldn’t,

I don’t deserve it.

You think

I deserve love

And care

And

Everything.

I am confused

Because

I’m positive

I don’t.

I don’t understand how

You think I deserve.

You are so positive

It’s the other way around.

You want me to understand how.

You think

I’m playing tricks on

Myself,

But I’m only being honest and real.

You care.

You love me.

You’re telling me I deserve it,

But I don’t believe!!!

Because I was never taught to

Love myself…

I still don’t understand why.

So, why?

Why do you

Care and love me?!

How are you so sure

I deserve…?