Does anyone ever fit in wait why are you grinning this isn’t a joke ! Maybe I clock things too late like how your so thick or the thing you spoke make me sick . Just jump off a bridge isn’t something you say to someone already on the edge of a ledge .

See im know as the stupid bitch that can’t get her life together that would rather tie her self with a teather of broken promises . I love you I promise I’ll stay that didn’t last more than an couple of days . It pretty clear im broken these days with cuts buried deep the ones that make it hard to sleep comfortable without a bit of pain .

Im used to the rain of tears that falls down my cheek I’ve felt this way for weeks so it just the norm . But please don’t come close cause you’ll waste your time cause I’ll never tell you im nothing but fine . So why bother !

A hug can’t fix this emotional mix the one that craves an answer to this doom so it can no longer consume . But you can’t eat away your thoughts they’re too hard to chew just an undercooked stew .

I guess it hard to digest some words or the way people tell you to tape your mouth shut when you mention rape like the perpetrator is given this invisible cape . They never did anything wrong so why don’t you bite your tongue ! Im left to live a life of fear just hopeing no man ever comes near to my body again and he can’t even admit his sin without wearing a grin .

I just wish somebody knew !

That somebody wants to listen to truly understand rather than showering me with apologies and false hope ensuring me I have the power to cope . Yet none of them have followed my rope to my despair only scratching the surface of my bruise cause I’m too afraid of what else I can lose .

If im know there no way I can be alone … Right ! Hold on tight cause this is a long ride . But you can’t hide from this fight even if your true feelings are out of sight .