Horizon 2.0

19 , Lost my other account . Sinking deeper into thoughts trying to buy back my life one smile at a time not even close to being fine . but hey that life ! ( horizon - other account feel free to look 😊 )

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To Listen Is To Be Seen

Horizon 2.0

2 min read

Why do some seek to live and other want to die is this world too much for people to try ?

See my mind decides to come up with possibilities at the dead of night as I try to fight my sunken eyes so used to society messed up lies .

Why do some seek out blood and others seek to heal ?

Trust me I get it hard to understand how some people feel I didn’t get until it was me . Falling below the line ...

Poetry

My Fault

Horizon 2.0

1 min read

See no one knows the real me I wear a mask to finish any task that come my way cause I just want to feel okay .

They see a smile i wear and assume my life is treating me fair but underneath i lie in puddles of my despare .

They hear me joke about death a lot .

I just want them to hear the struggle in my breath rather then question my humour like the thought dont consume but they don’t see me wal...

I’ll Walk This Path Alone

Horizon 2.0

2 min read

I’ve tried to move past the way you wanted me to die the way you borrowed my worth to shove it in your purse .

The way I was led to believe I was crazy and mean just because I couldn’t shake of the fact I was no longer clean .

The way I was spat on like some sort of weed when all I was doing was pleading to be seen without needing to scream .

You can blame me for the blood i spilled on the til...

Simpler Times

Horizon 2.0

1 min read

I wish I could go back in time to be able to feel fine again .

To not have to worry about the way people see me in the world a time it was okay to curl up and cry .

See I could try and get you to understand why my existence is so bland . The way I carry the world upon my back so no one see’s what I lack .

Do I have enough time before my words become bitter like lime . The sentence that drag not...

Poetry

Too Late To Scream

Horizon 2.0

1 min read

I perished , but sadley failed to

Die but geez did I try . My fears always hidden under tears that still doesn’t make the pain clear to anyone .

So tell me when is it too far fetched to wish I was gone ! I needed a guide to show me how to exit this ride somehow I was lead to believe a place would help maybe it was hell i just couldn’t really tell . When you bored to your core with time ticking awa...

Poetry

Grief

Horizon 2.0

1 min read

I always get asked what I want to do and honestly I have clue .

As long as I live I will just give give and give even if I never receive because it better then to just grieve .

The cost of losing you made me realise what was true how fragile our time really is how you didn’t get enough .

How I feel like I’ve had too long that I was given the wrong song one that out of tune now your not in the s...

Poetry

Why Do I Resist To exist?

Horizon 2.0

1 min read

I could go grab a pen and write my goodbyes but what about when you can’t understand why .

See you might cry when you hear these words I have to say cause it wasnt enough to just pray .

See they ask if your okay but they never stay to see what you try to hide cause your too afraid to lose your pride .

When do you know when your really fine ?

**I could assure yo...

Poetry

When Will You Understand ?

Horizon 2.0

1 min read

It’s all fun and games until someone gets hurt .

That what they told me when I was playing on the swings some say I was going to high that it wouldn’t take much for me to fly off and hit the ground . But why did you have to ruin the fun like you fired a bullet from a gun .

It’s all fun and games until someone is left out .

Right we have all been here there no need to shout ! kids can be cruel...

Poetry

This Is My Life

Horizon 2.0

1 min read

I was torn at the heart .

I was taught to believe all I could do was grieve over people over me . Maybe that true but I still see the beauty in the thorn . I see light through the storm .

Yet I throw myself under cause you always make me wonder is it just dream that my breath screams .

I am scared god know im no where near prepared .

Does that make me small ?

Yet I still hear bravery call telling...

Poetry

Worthless

Horizon 2.0

1 min read

I’ve lost it

My love cost too much

No my effort isn’t enough .

Or is it me

I just can’t seem to see

It like im climbing up a invisible tree ....

Poetry