I didn’t trust easily.

I made up these rules against it.

But here you made me believe

that breakin’ down my walls

would benefit me.

So I tore them down,

walked myself sore,

tried to catch up with you.

But my walls caught me

they fell down on me.

don’t know what to do.

feeling so confused.

why break down walls

if they’ll just fall~?

Cuz holding bricks hurts,

but not as much

as what I see.

you’re walking from me.

waving a hand like you’re my buddy.

like bricks and mortar

didn’t crush my body.

but the wall don’t hurt.

no it only burns.

but my untouched heart

can feel it stir.

it’s betrayal not pain.

why does it feel the same?

crushed by body, not by heart,

still I feel ripped apart.

this is torture,

watchin’ you leave me like a wreck

but I’d rather know why

than to hold a wall I didn’t expect.

don’t know what to do

because I broke my rules for you.