For Ruby M

Love ya! ♥️

I stayed.

I stayed in the hospital.

I couldn’t leave him.

I couldn’t when all he needed was for someone to say

_I love you_

Even though he would never be able to say it back.

He was crazy.

He was insane.

His brain malfunctioned and he turned

Turned into a psychopath.

He turned into everything I hoped he wouldn’t.

Even though I knew it would come to this

_I didn’t want this._

_I didn’t want that part of his brain to get bigger._

_To take over._

_I wanted him here._

_With me._

_Sane._

10

10 scars.

10 scars he left.

10 times he lost control.

10 times a hot blade pressed against my skin.

I couldn’t stop him.

That would make it worse.

I can’t let that happen.

I truely am playing with fire.

He won’t ever be the same.

_I _won’t ever be the same.

Maybe one day he’ll go to far.

One day, just maybe,

He’ll finish me off

Lift the guilt

Let me have peace.

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