peoplearejerks246

Hey guys im a teen girl and im not as depressing as my writing is but people can be pretty harsh and these reflect my experiences good and bad. Please leave feedback, I have no clue what I’m doing!Also I’m not Billie eilish, just love her music:)

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Anxiety

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The storm is brewing

It starts mild

The signs are there

I recognize them

Of course I have I’ve seen them often enough

Of course there’s nothing I can do about it

So I let it unfold

It comes over me stronger and stronger until all I can feel is it

I sink to the ground

I have no shelter from the storm

No one to pull me out and away from the terror

There is lightning and I scream shake

And than its ...

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Hurt

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Some seek out blood

It’s not their fault

The world has hurt them

They want to hurt it back

They feel alone

They feel powerless

Blood is powerful

It makes a difference

But some seek healing

They hate the blood

They were hurt by the world

So they decided to not let it hurt anyone else

They are like the people who seek blood

They also feel alone

Powerless

Like them they seek to end that

But unlike ...

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Belonging

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Belonging means crying because there are people around to care

Belonging means laughing because there are people around to laugh with you

Belonging means getting mad because there are people around to hate with you

Belonging means screaming into a pillow because there are people around to drop what their doing and scream with you

Belonging means dancing even though your a terrible dancer because y...

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The Blade

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This is my fault

They told me not to trust him

But I did

And now it’s my fault

I remember the day I drew the line

His anger

Their disapproval

And he came at them all

He killed every last one of my people

Than standing before me

His sword came down

And I saw the faces of my people in his blade

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My Child

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My child is my life

I love her more than me

But something is off

Maybe it’s the way she doesn’t play with the other children

Maybe it’s the way she dissected a frog in her own room

Maybe it’s the way she laughs when someone is hurt

Maybe it’s the way she broke the picture of me on my anniversary

And just laughed

Maybe it’s the way she tried to suffocate her little brother

When he started crying ...

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The Beauty

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I am in my car

Back from practice

Almost home

And then I see it just over the horizon

Emblazoned in the sky

Pinks

And oranges

And yellows

All in one

I gaze

In awe

Amazed that something could be so perfect

So beautiful

And it was right in front of me...

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Love Story

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It all started with a question

A note

Then you were picking me up for prom

Dressed in a black suit

With a white corset for me

After prom you snuck through my window

And we just talked

Talked about our hopes

And dreams

You made promises to me

We were going to runaway and get married

A few months later you were gone

Your family moved

I never forgot you

Two years later you were 18

You came back for...

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The Walk

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I just wanted to go for a walk

But this walk changed my life

I walked past your house

Oh why did I walk past your house

And I see you

Kissing her

I run

Tears pouring down my cheeks

I run past the pond where I went swimming

Than turn around I run back

I jump in

And stay there...

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Handmade

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I slip the mittens you made for me onto my hands

I remember the fire blazing that kept me warm

I remember how your needles clinked together as the yarn came together

I rember watching the yarn come together to shape things that would keep me warm

I remember your voice

Telling me stories

Storied of witches

And fairies

And castles

And everything magical

As I gaze at my hands I remember all the mem...

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Ice Skating

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I’m laughing

Twirling

Spinning

Squealing

I’m happy

This is rare for me

The coldness is keeping me in the present

And I savor it

Here I don’t have to pretend

Here I can be myself

My friends are looking at me in surprise

I realize I’m smiling

I can’t remember the last time I smiled...

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