POEM STARTER
Write a poem using multiple rhetorical questions, where the narrator is questioning their own judgement or viewpoint.
You could use the questions to make the reader think, or to show how doubtful the narrator is of their own stance.
Summer Season
I donāt deserve a thing in this world
And if I do want something
I must work to get it
I must work until Iām tired and I want to give up
And then work harder
Thatās just the way the world is.
I canāt write like others can
This isnāt goes to turn out as I hoped
So Iāll work
Day and night
In hopes to become someone else
Because my self isnāt enough.
Do I deserve this?
The quick answer is no
I never do.
Can I coexist with happiness?
Maybe, but I have to work for it.
Can feel satisfaction when I look in the mirror?
Never, but I found this one program thatās supposed to burn belly fat in seven days.
Maybe then Iāll be happy.
I always think these things
Theyāre the regular rotation of my mind
But maybe theyāre not.
Maybe Iām not what I think I am.
But of course Iām not what I think I am.
I think I deserve this
And Iām selfish and cunning and I destroy everything I touch.
Self care seems easy
Have a lil girls night, do a face mask.
And I go through the movements
And I look better and better in the outside
But the inside is crumbling
Down
Down
Down
Falling into the void
Black
I deserve this?
Yeah I do, I deserve this good thing.
Nope.
Itās because you worked.
Now work harder
Thatās the only way youāll be happy with yourself
My gut is screaming for me to stop as my feet fly on the treadmill
The 10 lb weights donāt seem heavy until they do
I donāt quit though
The makeup completes my facade,
Of a girl thatās pretty
But she isnāt me
Mascra, concealer, blush
Itās all an act
Iām a fraud.
Itās summer time.
Itās bikini season
I want to enjoy this summer rather than hiding
I have to change.
Or do I?
No of course I do.
Stop wasting your thoughts
Focus on the workout
I am vile and disgusting
And disappointed
And my bikini doesnāt look right on my body
And I want to cry
So I do
And itās 2 AM
And my sleep schedule is destroyed
And oh god people are counting on me to be Ok
And Iām not
Iām notā¦
(A quick note, guys I swear Iām not depressed. A intrusive sad thought came in and I just took it and ran with it for the sake of this poem, however itās a real thing we all have experienced at some point, so I just wanted to share something that is sadly a bit too relatable to my past self.)