you know this isn’t working

it’s hurting us both more than it’s helping

i love you i love you i love you

even when you hurt me

i’m here purely for your entertainment

you know that

i know that

but why does it feel like you still love me?

you rip off my wings and tell me to fly

tossing me out into nothingness

laughing as i flail

as i fall

i love you

and i love that you loved me

but you don’t anymore

so why can’t i say goodbye?