(I’m too brainrotted for this😭 Sry for not posting lately, a lot has been going on and AHHHH. Hope you have a great day!)

Something…

Something is wrong

About me.

Even when I was

Around 5 or

6 or maybe even 7.

*SIX SEVENNNNN*

After an argument

With my parents,

I sat in my room

Against the door

Repetitively saying

“No one loves you

Not Aunt

,

Not Uncle

Not Mom,

Not Dad,

Not anyone,

Nobody.

No one loves me

And

It’s my fault!”

Mom caught me.

She said that

What I was saying

Wasn’t true

But,

Then again,

She did nothing to

Make me believe.

I can’t remember

What happened next,

Mustn’t have been

That important.

I want to tell her

I don’t believe what she said

That day

But,

It’s been years,

She

Probably

Doesn’t even remember.

I don’t know anymore.

I guess I’ve been

Fucked up

For a

While.

Haha,

Kinda crazy how I went from

“Nobody loves me,”

To

“I don’t deserve love,”

Hopefully I can

Unlearn.