I’m struggling to even maintain a relationship cause the good ones I always loose left with the present guy that buys your moments for his own pleasure like your his treasure .

But the truth is he can be nice for a price just keep your mouth shut and agree and remember if he want you to be a slut don’t ever put up a fight .

It doesn’t seem right but otherwise I’d be alone in my home with no purpose to fill how would I even pay the bills ?

See I’ve had many dreams of the person I’ll be with a career to adhere to finally reappear with worth to fill a purse .

One thing I sure didn’t imagine would be standing in court telling the story of why I reported a guy everyone thought was shy .

I’m a little worried everything i had planned is a thought I can’t even stand anymore like having a child .