(⚠️Tw: suicide, self harm, murder, bullying , cussing and related topics in this story!! ⚠️)

(Reminder: this is purely fictional and any events relating to real life is purely a coincidence)

(This is totally made up and never happened to me in teal life! I know its not exactly the prompt but its the same main idea)

Uh, hi? I’m not sure how to start this so lets just dive right in, yeah? I was told to write about my experiences. This isn’t about me, by the way, but about my friend, Cedar. She was always bullied for about everything last year. Her hair, the way she spoke, what she wore, her answers in class, ehat she ate, anything that someone could be bullied for, she was. She stood up to them once. They went away for a couple weeks before coming back and doing it again. It was near the beginning of the year, right before holiday, when it was the worst. She didn’t self harm, I know that. She always ate, there were no red lines anywhere on her, I know she slept since she called me every night until she fell asleep, she never made herself cold on purpose or anything like that. But it got bad. Very bad. Her parents called my own and got me on the line and told me the news. I can’t finish now, my tears are staining the paper.

Okay, I’m back. I’m just going to state the news so I won’t end up crying like before. She killed herself. They found her on her bedroom floor, bullet hole theough her head and the gun a few feet away. They didn’t really check it though since they just labed it as ‘suicide without doubt’. I don’t believe that though. She hated the idea of death. The mere word made her disgusted. Dhe wouldn’t have killed herself. She hated when others died and even more so when someone said people she loved would die or even- even her…

Wait a damn minute. One of her bullies, I forget his name, said she would die soon if she didn’t do something. I didn’t hear the last part. They wouldn’t let me. I don’t think this is suicide though. Not at all. I need to tell someone!!

They didn’t Believe me. Fuck! No one believes me!! They think its a suicide and that I heard wrong!!! What the fuckkkk! Damnit damnit damnit! This only happened two days ago!! What the hellll. I’m ending the journal. Theres no point since I spilled everything.