I wish you goodbye

like I don’t wish anyone,

never wish anything,

but my tears to stay here with me

I don’t want everyone

to wish me good times

as much as I’d want

to have anyone.

Everyone, play my game,

but they play it unfairly,

twist the rules till it’s heavy,

I forget how to play it,

They are hiding away

what makes me so scared,

This way I am better at being

one of my fears’ best friend

I’ve been waiting and waiting

for things to change,

How you say in each promise,

happiness is this way,

I walked and walked till I saw the end,

still between all chains, strings and chains

there’s nothing but pain.

“Nothing left”, I wonder who wished that,

cause I have it all for myself,

This “nothing’s left” is gonna scare me away,

With my chains hanging on me I don’t deserve happiness.

All the hate, it makes me wanna throw it away,

Not on myself, putting the blame on anyone else is such a piece of cake!

Maybe this way I can carry it better, maybe all of them won’t weigh heavier,

Maybe happiness is coming, I don’t want her to be scared,

Chase away the chains, cause I know they won’t lead me her way,

I’ma do sacrifices cause I want her to stay,

I will be more than a hostage of this world with no gain,

I accept, give me pain, I’ll higher the aim, hope not in vain,

Work and work until I’ll lay down crying, but escape,

All this way I’ll have to come to be happy…

Is it? …happiness truly therapy…?