Lies enveloped in secrets,

Disguised as love,

Making me drown in confusion,

Just enough to make me feel crazy,

Families don’t lie,

Family’s don’t keep secrets,

I learned this when we split,

And I saw what a family truly was,

Yet in your attempts to get me back,

You make up stories,

Things to pull apart,

My fragile heart.

I told myself I knew the truth,

But lies ate away at my brain,

And it made me feel worthless,

And unwanted.

But I didn’t let it stop me,

From finding the truth,

I couldn’t trust people,

So I trusted the papers.

They are public record,

But you don’t know, I know.

You told me I was never wanted,

But I have the papers saying otherwise,

You can call me a replacement,

You can tell me lies,

And I’m going to let you.

I saved the documents,

Read them through,

But you don’t know this,

Because I want to see how far you’ll go.

How many seeds you will plant in my brain,

In attempt to break it,

But I won’t give you that power.

I’ll let you think you have me wrapped,

Right around your finger,

But little do you know,

I have the proof.

I have the evidence,

That you never thought I would find,

I have the proof,

That you tried to scribble over.

I know what happened,

I know what you want,

I know you think your getting it,

But I have the upper hand here.

I’ll let you underestimate me,

Think me an idiot,

When really,

You are, if you thought i wouldn’t find out.