Oh, the things I would tell him

if he’d just understand for once.

The things I’d say if he’d believe me!

I have a confession…

It’s deep and it’s dark.

My favorite necklace is your right hand.

When you say you’ve got goosebumps.

Favorite noise is when you sigh my name.

I have a confession…

It hurts and I like it.

I still love your voice and your accent.

I’m still very much in love with you.

Our anniversary is still in my head.

I have a confession…

And it’s bittersweet.

I still smile when I think of you.

I know, I know. But I can’t help it.

Because I’m still in love with you.

I’m not sure why.

It’s been a over a year.

I should’ve packed my emotional bags.

Moved on, and took off running away.

That’s just it;

I could’ve left, turned off my phone.

I could’ve never reached out.

I could’ve walked away.

I could’ve, you know!

But do you know why I couldn’t?

Because, you insane boy!

Do you not get the point?!

I STILL LOVE YOU!

So come here, little guy.

Give me the attention I want.

Laugh, giggle, be weird.

That’s why I’m still here.

Because you’re worth it.