Why am I like this.

Trust issues.

Im a fucking problem

I BROKE THE PROMISE I MADE YESTERDAY

I WAS CUTTING MY SELF IN CLASS

ITS A HABIT IM SORRY THEO

I AM TRULY

I WANNA KILL MYSELF BUT HATE TALKING ABOUT IT

I MY LIFE IS SO FUCKING COMPLICATED

IM DATING SOMEONE

KISSED SOME ONE ELSE PLATONICALLY

MY LIFE IS FUCKED UP IM DIZZY AND SORRY

IM JUST NOT USED TO NOT USING MY PENCIL TO SCRAPE OFF MY SKIN

I NEED TO STOP GETTING BLOOD ON THESE FLOORS.

I CANT DEAL WITH LIFE.

ITS LIKE A DRUG

MAKE IT STOP

DONT BREAK YOUR PROMISE PLEASE?

IM STUPID GIVE ME ANOTHER TRY.