I HATE IT I

I HATE MYSELF

I SUCK

I blame my fucking issues on my problems.

Damn getting out of bed is hard but hurting people isnt

"Dying is easy living is harder" -Hamilton

Man I hurt myself what do you expect me to do.

Im just a....

Problem

1 friend yesterday

1 today gone.

1 more.

NO I CANT LOOSE YOU

DAMMIT I FUCKED IP

I CANT DO SHIT

I CANT TAKE IT

dont be surprised when im dead.

"Fuck yourself"

What am I

A dumass who gaslights and guilt trips.

Im broken

I need a therapist.

The closest I got to a therapist I blocked because they were right.

Im a loser

Who lost all the games.

And one day

It will be my life that is lost.