It will be okay
Your brain is doing what it knows best convincing yourself you want death.
Reminding you of how tired you are of saying your okay .
If only you could change the way you feel today .
But what if i told you , you can !
Your looking back at the past the pain all that regret pushing yourself to forget about everything that got you here . All that fear you've kept hidden away too scared it might scare people away .
But how will you know if they'll choose to stay if you don't give them a chance to help . I'm not saying it be easy to finally let your tears be seen or admit your mind isn't clean . Keep showing your struggle , keep going and soon you'll see yourself growing .