“Don’t make promises you can’t keep

Stop lying through your teeth

You’re yelling; all I hear is ringing”

- original song, it’s called You Say You Love Me

I was told we would go to the game today

Bc we could yesterday

You gave me YOUR WORD.

But I guess that didn’t matter

Bc it never does, right?

It’s always who asks

Who do you like more

The boys got a Switch 2 yesterday

I’ve been asking for three pairs of overall shorts

That in total cost abt 5 times less than what they got

But you know

I’m just a girl

I’m just the oldest

I’m just ignored

I’m just your only daughter.

I’m just supposed to take on all my chores

W/ no complaints

& expect nothing in return

Bc children are supposed to be seen & not heard

Bc children are not supposed to speak unless spoken to.

Bc back in my day-

I don’t care abt back in your day!

& enough w/ the “just-“

I _hate_ the word “just”

Just change

Just stop

Just this

Just that

_Stop!!!!!_

They want to go fishing

You let them go fishing

I want to go to a baseball game

You say no

After

You’ve said for the past month not to always be on electronics

Then you let the boys spend the entire day on the Switch 2

While I can’t go to a simple baseball game

Or get clothes that cost way less than what you just spent.

I hear you talking abt my email & Google Voice number

What’re you going to do, sign me up for some more school stuff??

I _hate_ school stuff

_I hate school_

& I’m so FVCKING SICK & TIRED of everyone in this family finishing everything I want & am

I deserve better.