The sky is blue and the clouds are whispering their lullaby’s my heart desires to feel

And it feels breath taking because I’m suffocating but I’m aware of my brain and I’m aware of my surroundings

And strength is showing

And it’s building because it’s sitting in my uncomfortbility that reeks of fire in my brain and in my thoughts I know I’m jaded but I’m full of sunshine and wellness

And tr...

I could trace your freckles and memorize the outlines they share with your skin

I could memorize your touch always and never forget the quiet and gentleness of your arms in my space

I could watch you for hours while I caressed your cheek and kiss away your sleeping hurt

My eyes will never forget the way yours land on mine the moment we catch gaze

I can feel the love in my eyes by the way my he...

no because the way his fingers slip into my bones and leave them aching for more the moment they pull away

it’s a stretch really

to crave somebody’s touch and feel bare without it

the moment the hues in my eyes start to dim and theirs suddenly glow with an intimate scar that leaves me breathless in between my ribs

and my legs will feel tense and they will build with theirs

and no because the ...

shame

shame isn’t the list we gather but the list of names we give ourselves with desire

and it’s somewhat passion to ourselves but only in the saddest way we are too familiar with

the mind of a note killer with only inspection in our selves

gathering desires and holding them close to our chest and breathing in with a sharp word we linger ourselves with

‘you deserve the pain you put people through...

words and fire

holding in my breathing and i’m awake again

suffocating and the tension build up is my calling adrenaline

conversations with the lover but all you get is conversations with self

and i’m ‘selfish’ for feeling

i’m selfish for working on something only hard ships can shake apparently

it’s like waves crashing in the deep parts of the lake and suddenly i’m standing above it like some k...

loving

giving

caring and supporting the claimed heart of another

what’s there to give if they cannot seem to find purpose from your sweetness?

what a sacrifice

another chose another and another after you

pieces of fragile skin and flesh that you’ve given your brain to

and you suddenly become a helpless pondering thought

why’d they have to hurt the one willing to give all?

a cramped room with only ...

i think

i think that you are a constant full moon with shadows whispering your eyelids through closed clouds of a sun once called upon your happiness

and your soul

your constant is hers

and hers is yours

i think

i think that loving someone is like a tumble wave

crashing and breaking and burning everything to the ground

but then the rise of it only speaks to loudest voices

and i think

i think that...

shedding skin

the worst of your felt like body in parts of another scar but worse

it’s the title fight

tidal wave what’s it gonna take to rip to shreds from your brain?**

**shedding skin and fired brain**

**what is speaking when the silence consumes such beings?

you are shedding skin

sheepishly asleep as a way to escape

shedding

your

skin

**skin and bones and your face shap...

feeling safe in a space where your cuts and bruises are fresh wounded

comfort in the chaos of a bubblegum

popping in between your crooked teeth and quivering lips for you are stronger than what you’ve become

pop the bubblegum a few more times, seconds, hours, months, years even

whatever it takes your battles aren’t lonely

growing in an environment with a lion on your every move

but in all chaos...

if only crying was a sanity

if only crying wasn’t considered weak to some

if only arms weren’t important to be held in

if only you knew how much you mean to this world

if only

if only

if only you were seen from your lovers

if only you saw yourself through colored eyes that hide beneath painted irises

if only you had one chance to catch that person

your person

if only your heart was captured by the...