The sky is blue and the clouds are whispering their lullaby’s my heart desires to feel

And it feels breath taking because I’m suffocating but I’m aware of my brain and I’m aware of my surroundings

And strength is showing

And it’s building because it’s sitting in my uncomfortbility that reeks of fire in my brain and in my thoughts I know I’m jaded but I’m full of sunshine and wellness

And truth be told, my pain is a racing fireball but the words in my mouth matter if I speak my heart out to my world I’ve cried for in depths of the ache in my stomach I had no control over

Real life and a capable mind made of Steele

What is left of you when you are a constant threat to your mind?

What are the words you use to gather your familiarity bubble that you’ve laced yourself with?

No chemical can match your worth

No chemical can burn the bridges in your head when you are swaying with the fire

And its forceful and forgiving and even the flames look into my eyes and my ears are burning from the heat

Simple words make your wings ungrateful for the burning that is created by wildfire that you have started

And you are bathing in it and taking it in and noticing that the flames are battling with you

It’s a constant reminder of the fight you have in you

It’s a beautiful feeling because when you are breathing in the smoke your senses come to life

And you take a step back but that only moves your mind forward

And the wind is healing

Your body is tearing and your feet are moving and now they are cracking because what more can you do when your lungs are loosening your mindset from breathing?

The fight is real and the fight is the world against you

And only you can consume everything everywhere all at once.