It may have lasted only a second, she may have run away to hide her face, not wanting to show anyone, yet I saw it all.

The face of a mum saying goodbye to her youngest child, for God knows how long… well, you can all imagine what I saw.

Happiness, pride, sadness, love , all the emotions that kick in instantly with maternal instinct.

“Will it be the same for me?”

“Will my child leave me too in her...

If only this world had shown me a little mercy, I might have gone a different way. I could have turned right when it was still possible. I could have walked forward, not backward.Yet time has passed, and back then, there was no mercy for me.Why were they treated better, those marvellous characters, freshly taken out of books? They had happy endings, love, and mercy, while I have been left with onl...

I push and push against the water,

I push the boat forward, trying to hold her at the surface.

Boat and her—myself.

Where has it ever got me?

Monotonously pushing forward,

Well across the sea,

To the land of sun.

Yet I thought I’d reached the end—

The end of this chapter,

The chapter that never wants to be read again.

Yet I still push and push against the water,

I push the boat forward, trying to...

It was winter 20 years ago, I’ve been wandering for some time in my garden, after the huge fight we had at home with my parents. I loved them very much, yet, no one could run away from widely known truth, ‘ the more you love,the more you hate’. All three of us had the same character, the same personality and the very exact way of thinking, what led to monoteus disagreement and contradicting opinio...