ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

My full name is 𝙸𝚜𝚊𝚋𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚊.I love to read& write.I am a Christian✞a teen & half Brazilian-half American㋛“No matter what,do not be afraid of the darkness,for wherever it goes,light will shortly follow.”~ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈.SQ’s coming back around Dec.(hopefully)🖤

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𝑆𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑑

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

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𝚃𝚆 ~ 𝙱𝚛𝚎𝚒𝚏𝚕𝚢 𝙼𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚂𝚞𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚎

I’m scared

I'm scared of everything

Heights, driving,

Growing up

Everyone seems to

Have life figured out

They all know what

To do once they graduate

Everyone’s talking about

Colleges and dream jobs

But I don’t have a dream job

Or a dream college

They say it’s okay

Not to know yet,

They say you still

Have a few years

I want ...

Poetry

Drama

𝑊𝑒 𝐴𝑟𝑒𝑛'𝑡 𝐴𝑙𝑙 𝐴𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑒

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

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We aren't all

Alone in our struggles

There is someone out there

That feels just as we do

I’ve come to realize this

More and more recently

I see the lost and confused

The ones who struggle each day

I see them in a way only someone

Who’s been through the same can

I know how you feel, I’ve felt it

Myself, not so much now

I think I’m healing, I don’t pray for

Peace anymore instead I

Pray f...

Poetry

Drama

𝐿𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑊𝑜𝑟𝑙𝑑

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

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Night time brings

The darkness

But it also brings the stars

To watch over and protect us

It reminds us that even in the

Darkest of times there will

Always be light to guide you back

It serves to remind us that

We’ll never be all alone

To me, Jesus is the

Light of the world

And wherever

Darkness goes

Wreaking havoc

And evil all around

Light will

Surely follow

As He illuminates

O...

Poetry

𝑀𝑦 𝑃𝑒𝑟𝑓𝑒𝑐𝑡 𝐸𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑝𝑒

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

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An escape

From life

When things get too

Hard and stressful

When I just

Want a break

I sleep

No fears or worries can

Reach me once I close my eyes

My own

Little world

The best

Part of it?

I never remember what

Happens when I wake up

My little world

Could be in ashes

By the time I awake

The memory would be gone

It doesn’t cause pain

To linger for when I awake

It serves as my

Pea...

Poetry

Drama

Look, See, Meet

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

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I look

He sees

Our eyes meet

Across the room

Full of people that

Never seemed emptier

Standing on opposite sides

Away from the crowd that takes

Most of the space left in the room

For a moment the

Full room doesn’t

Seem so vacant

For a second

I don’t feel

So alone

For a minute

I enjoy being

Lonely together

Even if he’s just a

Random stranger

Who looked

While I saw

As our eyes m...

Poetry

Romance

ᴡʜᴏ ᴀʀᴇ ᴡᴇ

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

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Who are we,

When no one’s watching?

When the mask is no more,

What’s left behind it?

Could it be…

A teenager trying to move on from

A life she choose to leave behind

The child we once were who is still

Afraid of what could be lurking in the dark

A foolish girl wishing to meet

Someone and fall in love

A writer whose deepest thoughts and

Feelings are expressed through her writing

An ove...

Poetry

𝚀𝚞𝚒𝚎𝚝 𝙽𝚘𝚝 𝙱𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚍

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

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I was quiet, but

I was not blind

I always knew what

They would say

No matter

How silent

But I stayed

And listened

I never said a word

Bad about y’all

I was always there for

My supposed ‘Best Friends’

Did whatever to make yall

Happy even if it hurt me

It did hurt me mentally in a

Way I never believed it could

Haven’t seen or heard

From yall in over a year

Quite refreshing

I have t...

Poetry

Drama

Beautiful Chaos

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

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I was alone—calm in the chaos. Anyone else would have been freaking out, running and trying to escape. But to me, this almost felt peaceful.

I could die, the voice in my head reminds me, but even so, I’m too mesmerized to move away. If anything, I want, no need, to get closer.

It was beautiful. The lights that moved from the sky to the ground, rushing the darkness away. I felt like a moth drawn ...

Mystery

Horror

A Golden Afternoon

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

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All in a golden afternoon,

Under the skies of cloudless blue.

I stand here not

Really sure what to do

To some I must

Look lost in thought

But my mind feels empty

And my heart is numb

There is a faint

Feeling of sadness

It helps me

Feel alive

I feel the cool heavy

Wind blow my hair everywhere

I watch the

Waves under me

And listen to the

Sound of it hitting the rocks

I never rea...

Poetry

Drama

Not Just Yet

ꀤ𝓈𝒶 𝒥𝓊𝓁𝑒𝓈

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I’m not ready

To move on just yet

Let me pretend

Only for a little while

I understand that nothing

Will ever be the same

Yet again

I’m by myself

But I’ll be in my own world

Playing make-believe

Now I’ll never

Have to let go

Or be

All alone

I’ll go back

Not exactly to the start

But to the time when I

Wasn’t sure if I loved you yet

Things seemed so

Much simpler than

If I hadn’t h...

Poetry

Drama