𝚃𝚆 ~ 𝙱𝚛𝚎𝚒𝚏𝚕𝚢 𝙼𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚂𝚞𝚒𝚌𝚒𝚍𝚎

I’m scared

I'm scared of everything

Heights, driving,

Growing up

Everyone seems to

Have life figured out

They all know what

To do once they graduate

Everyone’s talking about

Colleges and dream jobs

But I don’t have a dream job

Or a dream college

They say it’s okay

Not to know yet,

They say you still

Have a few years

I want to be able to focus

Only on such things

But I’m scared

To move forward

Growing up isn’t all that

It’s cracked up to be

I’m scared

Of change

Learning to drive is terrifying

One mistake and that’s it

The world is

A scary place

And the older I get, the

More aware I become

Girls feel safer dealing with

Lions and bears instead of men

And people think that guys

Mental health is a joke

Yet males are more likely

To die by suicide then girls

I’m a person who is

scared of everything

I'm not a strong

Person, I’m scared

I fear every day that I

Might have to relive

Or add on to the years

Of emotional abuse I’ve

Been through and honestly

Barely survived

I’m so weak I’m not sure

How I made it through

But I did

And I know that there are worse

Things then emotional abuse

But I’m a person who

Feels everything deeply

And I’m stuck, not sure

How to move on

How do I grow

From that

How do I stop

Being so scared

How do I know that

It won’t happen again

I don’t

This is why I’m

Scared of everything