DEAR DIARY, I AM HOLDING ON

I HAVE LOST CONTROL

IF I COULD I WOULD BE MOVING ON

SOME THINGS ARENT MEANT TO HOLD

ALL THE LOVE AND CARE

ALL THE DISTANCE AND FEAR

I MUST LET GO

FOR ME TOO GROW

IF I STAY THE SAME

I WILL BE LOST

SO TODAY

I MAKE A CHANGE

GIVE UP HABITS THAT DO NOT SERVE

AND BECOME WHAT IVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR...

LISA: “The knife belongs to me officer i told you, i have no idea how it got in that mans apartment. I have never met him, heck ive never even seen him at the pool.”

DETECTIVE YOUNG: “Im not listening to this shit anymore, listen the fact is your DNA was found at the crime scene and the murder weapon is your knife. You have zero alibi from 5PM until 12:30 the next day. either you start talking or...

It is like everyone is looking right through my eyes, I can feel each empty judgemental stare from all 6 of these wretched woman. Not one of them care what im feeling or why im causing this chaos in my life. I feel like they see me dressed as a classically trained mime, doing my tricks for their amusement even if my tricks are drinking until i fall face first into my plate on christmas day last ye...