“Where the fuck is it? It was just here how could it disappear from thin air when I just had it?”Vienna panicked thinking to herself. She once again has lost another important gift. Frantically she becomes a tsunami to the beach known as her apartment. Dashing out and in profanity mirroring her legs. “Okay, Vienna just calm down remember what Dr.Nickson said.” Eyes closed breathe deep and low. Vie...

If You were to see this

It’ll probably explain how I felt

In a time that shouldn’t matter anymore

You should’ve been someone who doesn’t matter

Yet timing says otherwise when you find a way

Back into my mind

Like you didn’t leave my heart in pieces

Pilled too high for me to get over

melancholic waters you taught me to swim

Thankful to be alive

Held together slowly with space and time

The...

Pulling myself out

And into another moment

Another place you would be

Songs you would sing

Movies you would like

Art so much fucking art

Created and consumed all without your critic

You did not die

You were done

Done being being a mother

Done being a daughter

Cravings to be something lighter

Less painful

I wished to lay with you

Cold calm wrapped in stillness

But i am not done

You re...

Clip

slip from life

Color drains

Scent fades

Soft touches

Turn ash

Here then not

Fullness left empty

Clipped...

You can turn this dust

Into diamonds

Shape marble

With the stones

you carry

One

By one

Time after time

They will awe

At how you made

Something out of nothing

Page of pentacles...

Mmmmmmmh did you

Did you know I got a thing for

You

Should know better than to

I only have eyes for you

Sing it please

Sing it again

Red sun wine

I poured

Sweet potion to my lips

I number my thoughts

Swallowing in my throat

Swells my heart

When I think of you

Swells my heart...

Candles find flames

You find me

Go

run

Now

hide

Locked away is my heart

For the safest protection

Door shut tightly

Might the monsters come...

Warm sun

Sweet kisses

Sand coated skin...

Humming

Not just from birds

But from my heart

Nestle me here

Under creamy magnolia trees

Wrap the sky in pearl blue

Leaving only

feather soft

silk ribbon clouds

Curving my lips into a beam

Trying my best to mirror the sun...

Here it comes

Nice and slow

This returned feeling

I’d thought I’d never know

It comes and goes

It’s face hardly shows

Yet deep in my heart

Love continues to grow

So stop I can not

Even when I may want to the most

This revival is too vital

Too close to let go...