It's my birthday tooo!!!

(Cw: This is basically just a bunch of teenage angst jumble so yeah it might be a lot. A lot of suicidal ideation and probably a toxic relationship)

I remember how I felt when I first met you

You made me felt heard, love, wanted

You were the first I spoke up with

You had similar interests as me and you wanted to be friends

I felt great excited to talk to you

Maybe that...

(Cw: implied suicide 😥)

One arrogant but full of self hated

The other desperate with big dreams

They dance around the tree

Acting like they themselves don't yearn for it

As if it was lighthearted instead of disheartening

The dance around, acting like roots hasn't destined for the rope to be around their necks

The roots has picked out its people

Some may choke and drown

Others may choose to be...

The field of asphodels look at me

Covered in blood and the darkness of the world

What I had wished to be

I wish I wasn't like this

I wish I wasn't one to pry

I wish I wasn't alone

I wish I could be free and fly

I can wish all I want yet never gain what I want

That dream of me is dead

Out of reach

Not possible

That I will never see in my life

My dreams are just dreams

(Ermmmm 2nd writing lmao)

...

Those small lights

Small lights to remind you where your going

Almost blending into the stars

It's healing in a way

When full of exhaustion they are still there

Waiting to keep you safe

Almost a reminder to keep going

Maybe stuff will get easier

Maybe it's the light at the end of the tunnel

Or most likely, it's the small joyous moments of life in the middle

A cruel dark essence will always suff...

Andrew

Ashley

Julia

Julia likes andrew

Ashley likes andrew a Julia

Andrew likes Julia and Ashley

In the end andrew picks his sister

Ashley

They make out several times

While Julia is on the side

(Made by my skibidi sigma friend @feywild, this is also based on the coffin of andy and leyley. WE DON'T SUPPORT INCEST BTW WE ARE JUST HYPERFIXATED)...