I supposed I was difficult In the end— No not the end This can’t be the end Can it?

I didn’t mean it to be an end It isn’t an end is it? It’s not my end

Just in part Though whole this pain does feel

I was the problem Or was I the victim? I was scared I was embarrassed

I was callous

Perhaps I can’t love anyone right I always thought I could My heart was so large But it seems pleasure grew wi...

At the end of my resistance I guess we blamed the distance For the lack of love’s existence

I suppose it made no difference

And at the end of my line You said that we were fine But I still drifted away

I think back to those better days

I soaked in your favour and yet Our love was a labour That you never seemed to work

Even when I played the jerk

Until my working days were gone In the end ...

I held them all to the tops of my world I gave them all of my unfurled heart in trust It didn’t matter what they did or what they swirled in my head Only mattered when they filled my heart with dust

Now I’m so lonely today I’m shouting pleas into the void Watching for someone I know to for call me, “hey” When they laugh it doesn’t matter if my answers go avoided

It doesn’t matter if I please the...

After nearly four hundred years of being stuck like some mewling kitten in that forsaken tower of stone and magic he was finally out…

And being sent to a deserted island.

Life, however long, remained cruel.

As his punishment for a sharp tongue and clever lies, he had been sequestered from the world. Years locked away with every amenity he could ever need, yet the real punishment… he could not t...

Yesterday was simple Even if it did not seem to be Though last night I shuddered in my bed Alone from sunset ‘til the moon did sleep

You didn’t want to chase me longer And though I didn’t want to run I didn’t realize hunting for Us Would have been my greatest fun

I see the strangest, normal things And think of you and I And though you’re here, you are not near I hurt you, yet I cry

I see you in...

I wish he had never let go

I wish I had never made a home over the edge

I wish I had pulled us both away from the flames that would leave me cold as ash in the wind…

I supposed I was difficult In the end— No not the end This can’t be the end Can it?

I didn’t mean it to be an end It isn’t an end is it? It’s not my end

Just in part Though whole this pain does feel

I was the problem Or was I th...

Bare I can’t— Bear it

How can you bear this pain The numbness pacing in my chest How quickly your words fill my brain I thought I was tired enough to let it rest

Explain I can’t Explain it

How can you say goodbye When we were fireworks and rain I didn’t really think I’d cry I didn’t believe in love enough to think of pain

Kill I can’t Kill it

I thought you loved me enough for trying The gap...

Every day seems the same Waking up to fall down the spiral Walking against rods that cut my shins To a room whose doors are lined with idols

They made it, they did it So why can’t you? Now a game of endurance because I can’t stand My heart cried for rest, I give it guilt-pain in lieu

A five minute second For my heart to scream into the blue A prompt to break tides of “It’s all too much to do” A...

Darkness haunts my foolish heart Not love scarred but pain to my part Taking from my health For top marks balanced with friends Sitting with this darkness that my heart just seems to tend Tired So tired Just tired She’s just tired Constantly fried that’s how she feels, she’s just— Perpetually expired She’s just tired She’s just tired Body broken Heart rewired She’s surviving Barely now The candle ...

Never right always left Left to the side, always just one step Stepping on my feet and facing Faces looking at me bracing Bracing for the moment when they see See the lies that made me Me

Losing sleep so I open up Up the walls of my empty cup Cups overflowing with weekend plans Planned them once them never began Began chasing monsters in the night Night starts to feel more warming than light Lig...