I supposed I was difficult

In the end—

No not the end

This can’t be the end

Can it?

I didn’t mean it to be an end

It isn’t an end is it?

It’s not my end

Just in part

Though whole this pain does feel

I was the problem

Or was I the victim?

I was scared

I was embarrassed

I was callous

Perhaps I can’t love anyone right

I always thought I could

My heart was so large

But it seems pleasure grew wi...

At the end of my resistance

I guess we blamed the distance

For the lack of love’s existence

I suppose it made no difference

And at the end of my line

You said that we were fine

But I still drifted away

I think back to those better days

I soaked in your favour and yet

Our love was a labour

That you never seemed to work

Even when I played the jerk

Until my working days were gone

In the end ...

I held them all to the tops of my world

I gave them all of my unfurled heart in trust

It didn’t matter what they did or what they swirled in my head

Only mattered when they filled my heart with dust

Now I’m so lonely today

I’m shouting pleas into the void

Watching for someone I know to for call me, “hey”

When they laugh it doesn’t matter if my answers go avoided

It doesn’t matter if I please the...

After nearly four hundred years of being stuck like some mewling kitten in that forsaken tower of stone and magic he was finally out…

And being sent to a deserted island.

Life, however long, remained cruel.

As his punishment for a sharp tongue and clever lies, he had been sequestered from the world. Years locked away with every amenity he could ever need, yet the real punishment… he could not t...

Yesterday was simple

Even if it did not seem to be

Though last night I shuddered in my bed

Alone from sunset ‘til the moon did sleep

You didn’t want to chase me longer

And though I didn’t want to run

I didn’t realize hunting for Us

Would have been my greatest fun

I see the strangest, normal things

And think of you and I

And though you’re here, you are not near

I hurt you, yet I cry

I see you in...

I wish he had never let go

I wish I had never made a home over the edge

I wish I had pulled us both away from the flames that would leave me cold as ash in the wind…

I supposed I was difficult

In the end—

No not the end

This can’t be the end

Can it?

I didn’t mean it to be an end

It isn’t an end is it?

It’s not my end

Just in part

Though whole this pain does feel

I was the problem

Or was I th...

Bare

I can’t—

Bear it

How can you bear this pain

The numbness pacing in my chest

How quickly your words fill my brain

I thought I was tired enough to let it rest

Explain

I can’t

Explain it

How can you say goodbye

When we were fireworks and rain

I didn’t really think I’d cry

I didn’t believe in love enough to think of pain

Kill

I can’t

Kill it

I thought you loved me enough for trying

The gap...

Every day seems the same

Waking up to fall down the spiral

Walking against rods that cut my shins

To a room whose doors are lined with idols

They made it, they did it

So why can’t you?

Now a game of endurance because I can’t stand

My heart cried for rest, I give it guilt-pain in lieu

A five minute second

For my heart to scream into the blue

A prompt to break tides of “It’s all too much to do”

A...

Darkness haunts my foolish heart

Not love scarred but pain to my part

Taking from my health

For top marks balanced with friends

Sitting with this darkness that my heart just seems to tend

Tired

So tired

Just tired

She’s just tired

Constantly fried that’s how she feels, she’s just—

Perpetually expired

She’s just tired

She’s just tired

Body broken

Heart rewired

She’s surviving

Barely now

The candle ...

Never right always left

Left to the side, always just one step

Stepping on my feet and facing

Faces looking at me bracing

Bracing for the moment when they see

See the lies that made me

Me

Losing sleep so I open up

Up the walls of my empty cup

Cups overflowing with weekend plans

Planned them once them never began

Began chasing monsters in the night

Night starts to feel more warming than light

Lig...