December,1

In the usual morning rush she opens the door and almost steps into a box. „What the fuck?“ goes her first thought. The box is nicely wrapped in festive paper and she realizes, it is a gift. No card, no name on the box. Weird. Maybe it came by mistake. She has no time to open it, puts it inside her flat and hurries away to catch her train to work.

„What could this be?“ curious and pleas...

This feeling comes every time a tender ray of the autumn sun touches the colorful leaves on the ground. They shine and make your whole heart smile. You touch the leaves with your sport shoes and can’t get enough of the crispy sound making your ears tickle. You run faster and faster, your blood pumping, lungs spreading and arms going high into the air.

This feeling comes once the splashing waves t...

I am but a puzzle with colors that do not always match.

Sometimes all my pieces would turn grey.

Once they have even become all black, so that it was impossible to find the way to put them together. The brave ones would try, but give up. The pragmatic ones would not even start, because what you are going to see in the end is just the black square and it is not worth the effort.

Once it has al...

„Let’s just go lie down underneath it and see what happens when the strong wind blows,” he proposes looking at her with a cunning smile.

“Or we wait for someone veeeery heavy to enter the house. Of course that someone would be unstoppably curious of what’s the view like from that right window over there,“ she gets into his game and points at the window with her finger. “Remember the movie “Love m...

„It‘d be like a walk in the park“,

He thought while seeing the spark,

That flashed between them.

„So, where are we going to start?“

He smiled at her playing his part

And looking incredibly smart.

At least he thought so.

„Most likely you start with a drink?

To make the naive ones sink,

To make them unable to think,

To make them lose the instinct

Of self-preservation.“

„Well, where are we going ...

„I think I just met the happiest person in the world!“ was the first thought in my head as I watched the guy in front of me. Sitting on the bench with the blissful smile never leaving his face, his eyes rolled up to the sky, his legs covered with a light woolen blanket, he seemed to know something special about this life, something I was only about to learn.

He knew how to live here and now, how t...

After five minutes of struggle she managed to pull her eyelids up. It was still dark in the room and for a moment she thought her watch showed the wrong time.

No. Nothing wrong. It’s close to midday and her heavy dark curtains are doing their job well, hiding away any hint of light from her.

She looked at her phone. Five missed calls. Mum. „I am ok mum, in the meetings all day. Call back later“ s...

„If he wasn’t going to love me, he wasn’t going to love anyone.“ Pushing the ugly and selfish thought away from her head was not at all easy.

She was looking at the picture of him smiling and holding the pretty brunette in his arms. „Why the f…ck did I open her page?“ She was getting immensely angry with herself for not being able to stop thinking about him. „Why do I do it to myself? Why can’t I...