A light bit of mascara on my eyelashes

No harm done?

I’ve created a monster I think as I apply a thick coat of mascara every time I go out

I’ll just straighten the frizz

No harm done?

I’ve created a monster I think as I straighten my hair everyday

A slightly revealing top

No harm done?

**I’ve created a monster I think as I have to show off my body to feel pretty *...

Your my best friend

So I shouldnt be jealous

But it’s hard to shine next to a diamond...

I don’t think I’ll ever be enough

I’m not pretty enough

Skinny enough

Happy enough

I wish I was

I really do

And I do try

I wear makeup to pretty enough

I don’t eat to be skinny enough

And I force a smile to be happy enough

But I know I’m not

I’m not pretty enough not even close

I can’t even look at a picture of myself without feeling sick

I’m not skinny enough not at all

I can’t look ...

It feels strange to be strangers

Life without you is lighter in a way

I’ve shed the heavy burden of being your friend

I’ve cut at the manipulating strings digging into my wrists

It feels strange to be strangers

But somehow u left marks

I’m a different person now after being your friend and I don’t think I can ever be the same

**You changed me but not f...

Rotting flowers can still smell sweet

An empty girl can still seem so full of life

You can follow the smell of that flower

Only to find the flowers are dead

You can talk to that girl but not see how she lies crying awake in bed

No one wants rotting flowers even if they do smell so sweet

So the empty girl

pretends she’s complete...

I gave up on you…

I cut myself free from the web of your lies

Each string holding onto me with a firm grasp

Warning me not to let go

And I didnt

Because what would happen to you

Would you slowly unravel until you where gone?

Or would you only say that so I couldn’t leave

.Manipulating friend....

When I was six I was scared of the monsters that appeared when I turned off the light

But I’ve learned there are scarier things

When I was nine I was scared of boys their cooties and their mean words

But I’ve learned there are scarier things

When I was 10 I was scared of girls I learned they are meaner and scarier than boys could ever be

But I’ve learned there are scarier things When I was tw...