I don’t think I’ll ever be enough

I’m not pretty enough

Skinny enough

Happy enough

I wish I was

I really do

And I do try

I wear makeup to pretty enough

I don’t eat to be skinny enough

And I force a smile to be happy enough

But I know I’m not

I’m not pretty enough not even close

I can’t even look at a picture of myself without feeling sick

I’m not skinny enough not at all

I can’t look at my reflection without wanting to change somthing

I’m not happy enough

Not as much as I should be

I feel numb and overwhelmed with emotion all at once

So no I don’t think I’m enough…