Just the thought of marriage has me giddy.

I danced and pranced around the city,

Telling everyone my exiting news.

Oh, how happy I was to know I’d be bound forever with someone I love.

After my news was told, my heart turned to gold.

Marriage can be as sweet as honey,

but everything sweet last only a short time.

For a candy’s purpose is to be devoured a lick at a time.

Now I look back, rememb...

I sat and wait by my phone

Every ping sets of a ring in my ear

For me to find out it wasn’t you,

The one I wait for so patiently.

That’s the day I found out I was nothing.

It hurts how my absence doesn’t

bother you all, all I can do is hope for

you to call.

That’s the day I remembered i was nothing.

This time, the ring in my ear was from

a deadly silence that I crave to escape.

My mere exi...