This is what she saw when she looked in the mirror

She couldn’t get past the ugly

She couldn’t get past the bad

Because she didn’t look like those Vogue models

So she must be weird

She must not be normal

Because she wasn’t as thin as a stick

Everyone told her she was gorgeous

But she saw past that

Into the monster she though she was

Too busy hating herself to see the world around her

She couldn’t...

As I sit alone with my thoughts and peace

I think of the memories I have made

I like the peace and quiet

I am just with myself

I don’t need to play a charade

I breathe in

I breathe out

Letting go of self doubt

My mind becomes clearer

I am able to see the future infront of me

I breathe in

To see little me struggling in the past

Hoping that someone would save her

These visons swirling in my head

I...

I’m on this bridge

Knowing what do have done

Knowing you’ve been in the same position as I am

Knowing that I was the one

I will not walk this earth without you

For our love is too strong

You’ve been gone for too long

Looking over the edge

You were so brave

Jumping into the unknown

Knowing you wouldn’t be safe

You died on the exact same day

One year ago where I am standing today

What did...

Do I stay or go

That only something you would know

You were my world

My everything

The love of my life

The person I wanted to grow old with

The person I used to know

The person who stop breathing

But I never let go

As I sit by your grave

On this wondrous day

I wonder if some things could be different

If you could stay

It’s getting late

The clock is ticking to 12

I’m lonely

I’m alone

...

The night was cold

But she was warm

Or so I’m told

What made you go up to her dorm?

What made you sleep together?

What made you cheat on me?

Was I a memory of the past?

Were you thinking about me?

As you tell me this, how can you be sitting there?

With her hands in your hair

With the smug grin on her face

As I ask “Am I to easy to replace?”

After our breakup

I was depressed

I was a mess

Now I lau...

Im battered and bruised

Hurt like no other

The glass has shattered

Between me and my mother

I hope to be fixed

I hope to be fine

I hope to be repaired

Its not going to happen

As I sit here and cry on the floor

Hoping you don’t come knocking on my door

My tears are being shed

When I sit here and wish you were dead

My heart is shattered

Like the picture of us

My clothes are tattered

I’ve been poked ...