after squatting over the city park’s public restroom toilet,

the room begins to _spin_

it feels as though _my eyes are trembling_

& my ears are pierced with ringing

pure panic rushes through my body

i quickly go outside to where my friends are waiting for me

“guys. something is wrong. im dizzy, i cant walk right now.

where’s jackie? **please**. get jackie, please.”

i fall against the wall & ...