There’s a real difference in “normal,” isn’t there? When someone says they want it, and when I say I simply wish I could be it. For most people, wanting normal means free from the constant burdens in life, or maybe just having a simple, happy life. It means not just surviving, but living. But to me, those who say they want normal are already living it. The way I see “normal” in people is different...

It’s Silly, but no one will understand the

voices in my head that weighs me down

The past trauma that I wish I can escape

Anxiety that makes me question every step I take

Voices & Echoes that exist in my mind

My panic attack is unbearable, my hands are shaking, lack of sleep and lack of motivation

My heart is heavy like fire

When I think about death it's just

thoughts, right?

Those thought, li...

If you asked me whether I handled things well I'd say yes but if you asked me on a deeper level, I'd tell you how tired I am from carrying the heavy burdens life has thrown. I'd cry explaining the exhaustion of hiding my true feelings, masking my pain as if I weren't human. I'd confess how many nights I spent curled up, staying up all night hugging my pillow with a heavy heart. I may have handled ...

When you are silent, people will directly think of you as a shy person, a introvert, or maybe some will think of you as a narcissist. How well do people know you? Do they really know? When you're silent, you're mysterious, like a book on an old shelf that no one wants to read, no one knows the story, and that there's a someone who will pick on you, gonna look at you for a second and say...

"Hold ...

If only you knew the social anxiety that I face, the battles of being alone full of people in society yet, It's like being in a prison of social anxiety, unable to be free, to laugh or enjoy life but the fear of getting hurt, to be laughed at, it’s exhausting and it's just not easy

Just know It’s not that I don’t want to talk to you, laugh and have fun, but my fears hold me back and I come undon...

Please don’t trap me with society

I can’t help but feel anxiety

It’s something deep inside of me

I walk in a room and I just want to hide

If only someone heard what’s in my mind

No one to talk to, no one to blame

It feels like I’m just not the same

I feel different I can’t explain

They don’t know me, don’t know my name

Your the only friend that ever came

But you’ve overstayed your visit, it’...