Beneath me lays a volcano.

I take years to build up and seconds too explode,

I’m a ticking time bomb,

I let things go on and comments be made untill I boil over and explode.

I am an angry girl, Man-made.

Forgiveness is important and never to hold grudges but how can they say that if they have never experienced what it feels like to be a bomb always ticking.

How can you sit there and let me go t...

His eyes shine bright, they show me his pain and his love.

Eyes have seen the most,they witness horrendous things but they also witness some of the best memories.

His eyes are beautiful I want to see through this eyes and see all his pain so I can heal him he deserves the world, so pure hearted all good intentions I didn’t wanna fall for him but I did.

I tried my best to keep my distance but he...

Mum.

why couldn’t you have been the mum I needed.

Why couldn’t have you loved and cared for me like one mothers should.

Instead I am getting the love you never gave me from another person mother. Im getting the care and kindness and the teachings of how to deal with boys and how to do my makeup and when my mental health is bad that I can talk about it and get help.

You only taught me one thing i...

Everyone has the same fate.

Billions of people,all unique and different in all kinds of ways yet we all are destined to the same fate…Death.

One way we will all perish,we will be forgotten we won’t be remembered for the mistake we made or what we didnt do In life.And if we end up ghost we will have regrets.

The real question here is why are we here and how?

RE teaches you there’s gods but that s...

I’m addicted…

It’s not your normal thing yould really be addicted too but..I can’t help it it’s my norm, My addiction.

The rush of adrenaline that climbs and shoots up my veins as I do it. I don’t mean to do it, it’s not my fault, I just have to do it to keep my sanity sane.

It IS normal! MY NORMAL!

They do it to themselves.They flaunt themselves practically throwing themselves into me. They w...

Its 2024 and now i lay in a different boys room, with new memorys, a new family, and new friends.Last time i saw you i chased after you to scream at you about everything you did to me, you met the new boy and saw your lies when you said “no one will want you.” But you and me lasted 7 months while me and him and 1 year and 2 and still counting.

You never asked me how i was,

You never asked me if i...

It goes so fast, once your a girl with all the friends you could need to none at all, I hate them atleast I should yet I am thinking of them and thinking of texting even tho I shouldn’t they hurt me and forced me out. Once it was 5 then 4, I never knew I was going to be the one to leave only last year now we where sneaking alcohol and in the streets at night doing whatever. Life was great but I wa...

Why do I worry?

Why do I worry but for what?

Am I crazy?

Or just broken?

From a past experience that destory my soul.

Am I just a broken still not healed mess or am I just not healing at all.

Did I move on so quickly that I didn’t not have time to heal?

I love my man but I worry too much

Why won’t he text me back,

Why isn’t he texting me,

I am too attached.

My anxious attachment has made me a wo...

A year ago, a group of 5,then turned into a group of 4 then 3 and now I don’t know,

You all changed, became people I didn’t recognise anymore, became people I didn’t want to hang out or have a laugh with anymore, you all changed yet I stayed the same and watched as one by one you all hurt me till I left....

She sat in bed it was 10am a little later then she would usually get up but she didn’t have anything to do so it worked out great.

A message from hubby saying

-Hope your okay and work might overrun there’s so many customers today-

She replied-I am thank you x okay I’ll see you when you get home.

An hour had passed and she got up got dressed and went to see if the baby was alright, she was slee...